carving itself again at 3:07 PM
but i just find this very very weird
i realised that most people that i know that ask to come to my flat
or come looking for me in my flat
like those people that are in the same course or class
have something that they want
and that is always
my past projects
or
my lecture notes
or
my textbooks
or
some sort of help with their assignments
i dunno if i should feel flattered
or sad
don't get me wrong
help, i am always willing to give
but i wonder sometimes if i'm being toooo helpful?
to a certain extent that... sometimes i feel used?
i know it sounds bad
i sometimes wonder if that's the reason they are friends with me in the 1st place
come to think of it....it's quite sad....
although i know it's pretty much like that in the working world
and the funny thing is
i'm not a genius
and i'm not one of those popular peeps
i don't get the best grades in class
i'm know i'm not the most creative either
i don't get terrible grades though
and i will not deny that
sometimes i do quite well for my projects
i try my best
and i ask my lecturers and friends for help if i need to
and i never, never boast about my grades
people know my grades only because they ask me about it
i dunno it's all very confusing
no one ever asked to see my projects or ask about my grades when i was in singapore
i was one of those students who lecturers will never remember
i did not shine...nor did i get into trouble
i guess cos there were always so many others that are way better than me
i tell myself
that
i'll do this for karma
hahahhaha!
maybe something good will happen for me in the future?
i hope.
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change of topic
i needed to use up the yogurt i had in the fridge yesterday
and guess what
i baked again
hahahas
this time i played with the recepie
used instant coffee powder and chocolate chips
put some chocolate chips at centre of the muffin too
stuck 3 flakes of almond at the top for aesthetic purposes lol!
coffee and chocolate chip muffin - with a chocolate core!
hoho!
i forgot that i was halving the number of baked muffins
and used the same amount of sugar i would for 12 muffins
hahaha
so this batch was sweeter than usual
but interestingly it's not very very sweet
in fact i've tasted sweeter muffins outside!
i like this flavour!
and i looove yogurt muffins
always so soft and moist inside
heeheehee....