carving itself again at 11:01 PM
carving itself again at 12:55 AM
carving itself again at 12:27 AM
carving itself again at 9:31 PM
carving itself again at 9:29 PM
carving itself again at 11:16 PM
carving itself again at 9:52 PM
suntec with my friends yesterday night
and we were having a drink at carl's jr.
when this song was playing...
err...it's a song with the words "it's in your head, in your head..."
the funny part was only when my sis started laughing like siao...
i really mean laughing so hard that she couldn't get her words out
and why was she laughing?
she heard the phrase in your head as "na...bei.....na bei....."
ya the whole table started laughing like 'siao' too!
tho i dun really know what is the exact meaning of na bei
i'm sure it's smth really rude....LOL!!
i have decided after my exams i'm gonna exercise like 'siao' too
yea, exercise like 'siao'
or at least i'll let myself think that way first
i'll see if my body reacts to that thought
heeheehee
yeah! my last Business Development presentation is over!!!
sooo happy.....1 year of project work
but i must say i'm really lucky to be in this group
yea i'm so lucky lucky lucky
if any of u guys are reading this, thanks so much peeps!
loads of thanks to tim for being our leader and for doing so much for the project!
thanks teen yun, zhi cheng and ivan for all the hard work!
i think there's some funny show on channel 8 now
welcoming the chinese new year
eh...why is the person singing about pigs huh?
hmm
anyways, i think the song sounds funny
although my family dun really celebrate chinese new year
here's wishing all a happy chinese new year!
may u guys get loads of ang pows (kerching kerching....)
erm....gong xi fa cai, nian nian you yu, shi shi ping an, shen ti jian kang and all the other good stuff they usually say
yup
Thursday, January 26, 2006
hai...
since i was only in the audience
it felt like i've not achieved anything these few years in poly
man that feeling sucksss
i know i've certainly achieved smth
but the award ceremony thing
ohh depressing
suddenly have that
oh hell...what am i good at? am i good at anything?
anyways....some lecturers performed an item
so fun looking at our lecturers do some funny dance
hahahhahahaha! oh man...hilarious
there were some rude DMC (mass comm) students around
they feel they are in the best course in the school
dun get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that...but...
they have this mentality - "we are the best, the prestigious ones...the other courses suck"
and they like to show it too
whatever that's not related to their course they dun give a damn, actually nothing wrong with that too,
but
no need to give a loud fake yawn when students from other courses are giving their speeches right? man give a little respect...
i'm too tired to type the rest
it's just sad
10 more standard lessons days left!
oh yea...
you can ignore this bit of CRAP... juz for DBA/3B/10...
(jus for today's topic of 'the thing'...."you know that thing? that thing lah....go ask gurdip...he knows what the thing is, and dun say the thing is nothing juz cuz u can't figure wad the thing is..."HAHAHAHHAHAHA) know the thing?
Monday, January 16, 2006
:"do u act weird on purpose?.....cos i find u quite weird"
me: "why would i wanna do that (be weird on purpose)(juz imagine 'thought' bubble here: "that's juz who i am duh"), anyways no one is really normal/everyone is weird wad"
"blah blah blah" - i'll skip wadeved the other person has to say cuz i'm too lazy to type...actually i kinda forgot most of it ...hoho....okie okie ...back to wad i have to say....
me all the wayyy:
who's to say who's weird? i think ur weird too. stuff i percieve normal seem weird to u, and stuff u think it's normal seem weird to me. SO?
there's nothing normal in this world
and there's nothing weird too
juz loads of "i think"
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well anyways....sidetrack
not sure why i'm saying this...but juz for the record....
ya i dun usually like to butt into other ppl's business
unless they invite me to...hahah
i not the gossipy kind and dun bother to find out every little detail or the latest 'happenings' with other ppl's lives (or at least i think so)
well not that i dun care or anything, if i'm supposed to know, i'll know...easy as that
i keep to myself a lot maybe that's why (oi! it rhymes!)
and maybe that's why i usually have nothing much to say
really really nothing much to say...so ppl i'm actually quite a boring person
happy here juz listening to others talk
but sometimes when my friends talk ah...i will juz drift away cuz hell i haf no idea wad they're talking abt (so i guess sometimes u'll see me 'daydreaming') (here's an example of a 'daydream', imagine 'thought' bubble again..." now look wad's that...cute thing on the wall...wonder wad's that...how did it get up there in e 1st place....ho hum...eh if u stare at it, it kinda looks like a strange face or something...eh my toes are getting numb sitting with my legs like that...oww my aching butt....hey that guy has a cool hairdo...did i water my plant today...eh that canteen clock is slow...hai bloody projects...")and it goes on and on...
yawn....need sleep now...
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
guess what's that.....ain't it cute....it's actually an egg yolk...i name it screamer! juz look at it's 'expression' on it's 'face'...! 
WOAH! I exploded some eggs in the microwave and here's what's left of the eggs ...NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL EGGSPLODE!
Sunday, January 01, 2006
reminds me of smth that happened like 3 yrs ago
YA...NEVER TRUST PPL U HARDLY KNOW
some idiot sec school kid my parents helped out before stole my savings
u know how long it takes to save 70 bucks?
she's this stranger my parents saw at whitesands
saw her ard whitesands for 2 days
apparently she has no money and can't get home, her parents also out of town or smth
mum actually gave her money and and sent her to her aunty's house way in the west
why must my parents do such stuff to strangers
this is one good example of the chinese saying " hao xin mei you hao bao" (direct translation=your good deeds are not rewarded... or smth liddat)
then mths later she appeared at our hse again(that good for nothing fucking asshole)
(why why why did my parents give her our address...whyyyy)
(u can see i'm still really pissed now, i dun usually use such 'strong' words on ppl)
we welcomed her to our hse and guess wad was her motive
yea to steal from us
maybe it's my fault
shouldn't haf left her alone in my room while getting a drink for her
well to think of it now
i wuld be lying if i said it had nothing to do with the money
but then i get so pissed off....
the way she treated our family
...oh if i had known better
and OHH if she had known better
but i reckon part of this pissed off thingy i feel
may be because of my parents
growing up, i see them getting 'cheated' by ppl they think they were helping(well it was only much later that i understood)
they're too nice for their own good
God help them
AYIA...WHY lah why?
now i shld stop thinking of the past, but heck i can't help it, thoughts seeping back like that...this thinking thing sucks....i shld like go err watch tv or read a book or listen to music or sleep or smth
ok...let's see...what 'interesting' things have i experienced the last year...
went to my 1st wedding(ya really...after 19 years, but actually nt tt interesting, could haf dozed off)- saw GC and SP live! oh yeah...- actually queued for hours for the 1st time in my life- SCM competition- took and failed driving-got some decent grades- took on a client based project- completed NYAA(yea at last!, but will i get the award? fingers crossed)- worked in a travel agency taking calls all day- had only fruits (and sometimes curry puff) daily for lunch in school for a term- not taken meat for more than a year- coloured bit of my hair white- scrubed the toilet tiles with a toothbrush- posted a card with an incomplete address- to go home after school with my sis( the last time we did that was say 6 yrs ago?)-
i can't think of anything now....oh my boring life....
lets hope 2006 is more exciting....or else wad a sad life....
i always say i wanna try bungee jumping one day.....i hope i actually do that eh
hope i'll still be schooling....the thought of working now sucks...
let's hope
i know better
do better
decide better
feel better
express better
love better
live better
this new year...