carving itself again at 12:08 AM
man that 'work is oh so sian' feeling is acting up again
sometimes i hope something interesting happens
but 85% of the time i hope work stays boring
why?
so i won't get tempted to continue working year after year after year...after year
now that's super important to keep in mind if i ever hope to study again
talking about studies
i'm not too sure wad i wanna study in the future
but one thing's for sure
i wanna try taking up something i think i'm good at
or at least hope i'm good at
know why?
cos i'm sick of that feeling when everyone seems to be so much better at it than you
and it's not like you're not trying...
well just that you suck at it
that terrible feeling when you get your grades and know you are one of the 'average last few' in class
than you say to yourself "at least i passed" ...
but at the back of ur mind there's this tiny voice saying "oh wad the hell this sucks"
argh i hate that feeling man
anyways....bats...
they're really hard to draw leh.....
maybe cos i'm just getting started
so far my bats look very un-batty
some even grew some extra limbs...
another thing i find very difficult to draw
humans.
very very hard to draw...espically facial expressions
so you will hardly see me draw humans
animals and plants so much nicer
oh ya.....call myself a harry potter 'fan'
i havent even seen the latest movie....
never pre-order the book too....
oh well....wad to do, no time no time
and there's so many movies i wanna watch but haven't
dunno if i'll ever do....
if not....i usually rent it or wait for it to air on HBO or Star Movies
oh well....