carving itself again at 9:28 PM
carving itself again at 8:14 PM
but i think i have been a bit luckier than others cos i get to try out different things at work
recently got to spend some time in the cargo counters
well it's better than clearing passengers cos most of the driver uncles are nice to you
sometimes you get to see interesting things
like some transhipment cargo i saw the other day
it came in parts and each on a different 'trailer-flatbed-platform' thingy
those things were gigantic man....
looked like parts to a transformer character
all red still! wah cool man
the only thing is tt sometimes you'll get stinky lorries
those with empty chicken cages espically
wah wonder how it's like if the cages were packed with chickens...eek
but although i get to try out different things at work...
it's never long
after a while it's back to clearing passengers
which sucks
can't help but feel a bit pissed
oh man i can't wait for the day i hand in my resignation
i wuldn't say i'm great at what i do...i make many mistakes
but i'm a good employee okay
i dun take MCs (yes believe it i haven't taken a single medical leave for the whole year i've worked here, it's a big deal cos ppl take MCs when they can't get actual leave)
i dun go to work late
and i do all the OTs i'm assigned
instead of feeling like a valued employee, i feel very 'used'
it's all just very inflexible here
you're treated like a kid
have to inform ppl if you need to go visit the washroom
and they have the habit of calling ppl during their MC days to make sure ur at home (like wad the hell right????!!?)
oh one very vicious cycle...
nevermind it's just a few more months...or i hope i just need to tahan a few more months
i can't wait to leave...but i can't just leave now
oh hell
Sunday, August 12, 2007
do i have any?
or do i just think i have plans?...
how will it be like to know the future now?
hmm... that will take off the hassle of thinking, deciding, doing and everything else inbetween
but that also means it takes the punch out of life
but then
that punch sometimes causes life to suck
it makes life troublesome, difficult, confusing
hai
makes people's head ache