carving itself again at 10:44 PM
so many people moving on so quickly
things changing so quickly
and i feel if i don't do something, i'm gonna get mosquito larve growing here
hmm
but then
i know where i wanna head
and there are things to do
but still so stagnant
i need to do more
maybe i should get some canvas and start painting (there's something just so interesting about painting, but i haven't painted in years! okay need to get that started)
yea i also need to do up a portfolio
need to sketch/draw more
borrowed a cool book (like months ago, and i can't renew it anymore) about drawing fantasy beasts
and you guessed it, i haven't sketched any cool creatures yet (yep no troll, no yeti, no werewolf, no dragons, no giant worms, no leviathan, no kraken. nada.) i so want to keep this book forever! but it's due soon...
and i seriously need to read more
anyways
change of topics
yea about movies
how come when there are nice movies, they always all show at the same time
why? why?why?
and when there's nothing nice to watch
there's really nothing much to watch
aye