carving itself again at 10:49 PM
carving itself again at 3:17 PM
carving itself again at 11:13 PM
carving itself again at 10:30 PM
carving itself again at 12:03 AM
carving itself again at 12:01 AM
carving itself again at 12:00 AM
carving itself again at 11:58 PM
carving itself again at 11:54 PM
carving itself again at 10:58 PM
what am i gonna do now?
for the moment, i think i'll go temping
still remember that period where most of my friends were applying for university
seems like i'm the only one who did not apply
i was so free when they were busy getting testimonials and preparing their entry writeups
oh so free
i also keep getting asked if i've received my 'uni letter?'
and my reply - i did not apply for any
anyways, for all those waiting for that golden ticket - good luck!
yea, i have this bit of feeling - of not belonging anywhere
well, technically i've not graduated from poly
cos graduation is in july
so now i dun belong to any school
i dun belong to any organisation
but actually it doesn't feel that bad
i think i have an idea of what i'm gonna do next time
i think, i hope
ah, okie need to catch grey's anatomy now
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
loads of fruits at home. see how bored i am? 
Sunday, April 09, 2006
HAHAHA
it's 'stupid girl' by pink
very very funny!
some may feel it's a bit judgemental
love her or hate her
but she's on my 'admire list'
can't help but admire the way she speaks up
eh how come i never get any of her albums?
today i woke up with a 1/4 fat lip
what the...?????
fat lip? ya. for some apparent reason the lower left side of the lip got all erm...puffy.fat.
OH SWELL! ( oh yea, pun intended)
imagine thinking of the songs- ' no reason', ' there's no solution' and 'hell song' at the same time
anyway that did not happen, just my imagination again
haha....wonder what that'll be like
ok, back to fat lip
man it looked terrible
like some horrible science experiment (heh may be exaggerating a bit)
nvm, i started to think of some reason to explain this mysterious phenomena
insect bite? but no pain, no itch, no nothing!
HUH? wad the hell?
so as usual, i started to imagine again
remembered the episode of simpsons i watched juz some hours ago
smithers, bern's assistant had some thyroid disorder thing
resulting in a really swollen neck
than the usual "eh dun be crazy lah, this has got nothing to do with that..."
yea. that's impossible.
and the usual i thought, "if this doesn't get better, i'm going to the doc"
well actually i've already imagined myself in the clinic hahah!
but oh hell
i decided to go back to sleep
cos it's only abt 6.30 in the morning
yea, cos mum wakes the whole family up for a cup of juice daily ard that time
phew
the fat lip lost some weight by the time i woke up again at ard 9am
still kinda fat, but better
hmm...if just that could happen to my body
oh well
Monday, April 03, 2006
sweet! such light branches...ah, serene. the back's the cemetery
told you the grass was painful
one of those little jumpy goats
Sunday, April 02, 2006
the green green grass of home? nay, the long long grass of the plot of land that states "state land, do not enter" (i think i'm listening to too much of fall out boy)
hey wad up.
let's see
i got to drive all the way to chao chu kang area
where we visited a goat farm, a fish farm, and a plot of land that states "state land, do not enter", which was beside another farm
oh and we also visited the muslim cemetery
the goats- very cute!
there were small goats, fat goats, old goats-goatees!, bachelor goats, white goats, choco coloured goats, sleepy goats, jumpy goats, noisy goats yea yea...u get the picture
even saw a goat licking it's own boogey...
the qian hu fish farm-many many tanks, and many many fish
saw some weird looking fish with even weirder made up names
actually i think these fish are unique, in other words, they have some form of deformity
many of such fish has a 'crossback' in their names
but these unique fish ain't cheap man.....like ard >$1000!
hai, sad being a fish in a tank too small for urself rite?
the plot of 'state' land- needs a 'grass cut'
dad wanted to bring us to the other side to see a beautiful body of water, lake or sea i'm not sure
tried to cut across the tall grass to get there
the grass ah, very erm, spikey
and there were losds of mimosa plants too
add that all up = little scratches/cuts on my legs
oooo i think i saw something that looks like a lizard or snake
oh ya, there were also these cute little birds around
they go beep beep beep....really...cute beeping sounds!
the cemetery- like a maze
zig-zaging around the graves
trying to look for our uncle's grave
1st time i've been into a muslim cemetery
hey, i think 1st time into any cemetery!
cos i only visited columbariums before
it's interesting how many people can get buried in a plot of land
the whole time i was thinking about that
and what happens if there's not enough land
cos some religions do not practice cremation
multi storey graves?