carving itself again at 11:16 PM
reminds me of smth that happened like 3 yrs ago
YA...NEVER TRUST PPL U HARDLY KNOW
some idiot sec school kid my parents helped out before stole my savings
u know how long it takes to save 70 bucks?
she's this stranger my parents saw at whitesands
saw her ard whitesands for 2 days
apparently she has no money and can't get home, her parents also out of town or smth
mum actually gave her money and and sent her to her aunty's house way in the west
why must my parents do such stuff to strangers
this is one good example of the chinese saying " hao xin mei you hao bao" (direct translation=your good deeds are not rewarded... or smth liddat)
then mths later she appeared at our hse again(that good for nothing fucking asshole)
(why why why did my parents give her our address...whyyyy)
(u can see i'm still really pissed now, i dun usually use such 'strong' words on ppl)
we welcomed her to our hse and guess wad was her motive
yea to steal from us
maybe it's my fault
shouldn't haf left her alone in my room while getting a drink for her
well to think of it now
i wuld be lying if i said it had nothing to do with the money
but then i get so pissed off....
the way she treated our family
...oh if i had known better
and OHH if she had known better
but i reckon part of this pissed off thingy i feel
may be because of my parents
growing up, i see them getting 'cheated' by ppl they think they were helping(well it was only much later that i understood)
they're too nice for their own good
God help them
AYIA...WHY lah why?
now i shld stop thinking of the past, but heck i can't help it, thoughts seeping back like that...this thinking thing sucks....i shld like go err watch tv or read a book or listen to music or sleep or smth