carving itself again at 11:02 PM
hate this feeling
this 'what-am-i-doing-in-life-there's-gotta-be-more-to-it-what-a-bore' feeling
yea
well, something like that
this is not really life...nay...
dun think it's a life
gotta do something
i always wonder how i'd turn out if i received a different sort of education